Do you ever have one of those days where you just want to cry?   That would be me today. I woke up and my vision is not the best but not horrid either.   The pain in my head, however, is horrid. I have a call into my nuerosurgeon but its that fear that he's gonna recommend the bolt monitor. I just can't handle the thought of 1 being in the nueroICU for at least 3 days (more likely 4-5)  and 2.  becoming an official bowling ball because that would be the 3rd hole in my head.   I just keep thinking deep breath and one step at a time.  Part of my stress is that I get ahead of myself at times.   So there is so much to process and deal with right now.   I want to scream and cry and neither is helpful for my head pain level.  

In such I have decided that I need to focus on this week and the goals for this week.  Just this week.  So that said my goals for the week are to:

3x workout and 2x pt. Also pack lunch and snacks daily.  Remember my water bottle.  
I need to get ideally 2 orders ready to ship by next Monday.
 House wise... 2 of the following before sat. 1. Fix chair 2. Paint rest of molding for kitchen dining room 3. Unpacked linen boxes 4. Get the shortbread paint retinted

but first to get this pain under control so I can function better.    Oh but I did remember my yummy lunch and snacks today (the water bottle came up when I got to the office and realized I didn't have mine here).